Tell me, is this choice right ?

Hello Fishes :B
Having Combined humanities exam tomorrow, and I haven't even start revising.
gah, whatever.
&I've decided to patch with him, isit a right decision?
I don't know lah, sigh.
But this 3days w/o him is super uber hard to get by, I'm just like super used to him.

That day, he came my house to fetch me to school.
We seems like stranger on the bus, though we're sitting together.
I keep wanted to lean my head on his shoulder, but I knew I couldn't.
When he see me keep wanting to fall asleep, he wanted to hug me and put my head on his shoulder.
But he said, he knew we're nothing anymore, so he couldn't.
That long 20plus minutes of ride, was torturing.
Till the last stop before reaching school, I couldn't take it anymore.
I held his arm, and I started crying on his shoulder.
He hugged me, but less than 2minutes, we got to alight already.

In the past, when I took bus alone, its seems so long.
For once, I hope the bus will move slower and slower, and we will never reach school.
I finally knew, I ain't only used to him.
Actually, I really do love him alot.

I'll never ask for break anymore, unless certain things happened.
Thanks for holding me back this 3days, doing so much things to make me touched.
Even when I told you I don't love you anymore, and my feelings had faded.
You said: Its okeh, I still love you can already.
That is so silly of you Bie.

We're never gonna say goodbye anymore, alright .?
:3