every good things i'd done- you din't get to see it, feel it.
every bad things i din't wish to do- you saw it..
wtf, you're playing me out. i hate it, really..
i want you to see what's the good things i'd done, but you saw the bad things i doesn't wish it to happen.

fuck it, fuck everything.
get over it, vivian.
god is just trying to play you out.